Back home on the prairies

Man I've been travelling so much back and forth between Ottawa and Regina lately. It feels weird to be home so shortly after i left it. It makes me realize how much Ottawa has truly become my home. Although there are many things I miss about living in Regina, it's a Regina that hasn't changed. That's part of the problem, Regina has moved on without me.

I'm not really worried about it though, i have also moved on past Regina. I don't have many people to visit here anymore and it feels a bit strange still coming home. Every time i came home over the past few years my mom has rearranged things and changed the house, painted this, got a new fridge etc etc.

I wonder what it'll be like in a few more years time. When i start bringing home a wife or kids. It'll be pretty interesting i guess. For now though I think it'll suffice to just enjoy myself here and see what the future brings. Once I leave for New Zealand, the next time I come here might not be for such a happy occasion.

Quick update

I have been doing some thinking lately about all sorts of things. I really think this period in one's life is really a hard one. So many things are going on at this time. SO many choices to be made.

Decisions about love and careers choices. Big important decisions.

It's really tough to know if you've made the right decisions. It is kind of a funny question to ask at times. Who even knows what the right decision is.You also have to compromise too

It's hard for me because there are so many diverse interests i have. I read about energy policy and all the exciting stuff going on in the thinking there, and i want to become an energy analyst. I read abut canadian trade policy and i want to do an MA in that subject. I look at a prospectus for an MA program and i get excited to do that.

I'm starting to wonder if i shouldn't just pick something an run with it.